Good day today

August 6th, 2008

It’s amazing what a good nights sleep can do for a person.

The small one had a good sleep last night and so did I.  I started the day feeling a lot better than I have been.

With himself off at kindy this morning and away this afternoon, I could focus more attention on curls and the small one. 

I am beginning to think more about life after children.  I need a career.  I don’t know what I want to do.  I don’t know what I want to be.  I don’t know who I am anymore.

 I feel like I have lost my identity.  I am no longer me.  I am a mother.  I am a wife.  Who was I before?  I can’t remember.  It has been so long since I was alone I don’t know “me”

 I suppose that is why I am writing this blog…..it’s to find myself again.  As a person, an individual.

Thought for the day:-

Life may not be the party we ask for, but while we are here, we may as well dance.

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